美丽的笨女人

不管是再能干，再聪明的女生，

有时往往在感情上显得最笨

美丽的笨女人，我们要振作！

everything happens, happens for a reason.

dear jane, 
this is a pieces of my mind. hope you find it interesting.

it's like that, that day i played a pop song on the piano, the song is an old old song i used to play when i wan in form 1 form 2. and suddenly this scene popped out of my mind. 
remember some of the prefects (who can play piano) are asked to practice school song and negaraku to play during the assembly? ya, im one of them and you were our ketua. and that time i was not able to play negaraku by notes and it irritated you alot. i used to feel bad but, somehow i think it doesn't affect me much.

and then one day, me and deb and mini were playing on the piano and i played the pop song i mention earlier, and i enjoy playing it so much. and suddenly you passed by and you said to me, "you can play pop song so well but what about the song i asked you to practice?"
and i was like... ahh... sad but still ok la. and i forgot what happen after that. 



well, i am saying this not because i want anything. just... as time went by now i realize. during that time, the reason i was not able to play the song, is not because i can't play or i didnt practice. its actually because a person is not ready. well, after all these years, after all the practices bla bla and at this stage im sure that im now able to play that song. so, same goes to kids when we are teaching. when a kid is ready to do something, they will eventually be able to get it done. likewise, when they are not, even if we force them, it's not gonna work.

another thing i figured out is, i actually found my talent and i realize i actually got that long long ago (even when the time i was able to play that particular pop song) 
it's that i was able to play by ear (hearing), not very good but actually quite well. after all these years i found it a gift. 


ah. anyway, thanks. if it's not you, im not gonna be able to think and get so many conclusion. well i think this is what we say, everything happens, happens for a reason. HAHAHAHAHA =)

知错了！

有位 ah pek 天天碎碎念
念我水有没有喝够
有没有运动
夜了催我睡觉

（喉咙痛）
我知错了.....................


还是谢谢啦！友谊万岁！
（怕我不写下来会忘记 ><）

幼稚

蜗牛

有没有试过曾经有一个人这么对你说
“你弹琴弹得不好听，换别人来弹好了”

有没有试过曾经有一个人给你一个眼神，
让你的自信完全消失？

或是一个失望的叹气？


我就是没有让他们打到，
越跌入谷底，我会越用力往上爬。



这些，都是很久很久以前的事了... ...

my cup of starbucks

你知道我 starbucks 都喝什么吗？

 hot latte + cinnamon powder

爱

有没有如偶像剧般的美好结局不重要

重要的是

我们爱生命中的每个小细节

也许

#1. 也许我就是那个

带着遗憾离开世界的人吧？

你不会知道

你应该不知到

我有好多好多好多话想跟你说

好多好多事想让你知道

可是我不知道怎么说... ...

对不起 =(

Best of Both Worlds

有些人试着遗忘过去

有些人试着留住过往

而我，两者兼备

it's really disappointing when you needed support from someone but things turned up the other way

since afternoon

i...... miss you.

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来来来

向大家炫耀一下下

这是我声乐考试的成绩单

满分 150，优等 130

我得到 126 !

哈哈

不是要炫耀啦

开始决定学声乐，决定拿考试

是因为自己有梦想

可是决定一切顺其自然，

如果成绩不错，就代表我的梦想是能够实现的

但如果不好，也不会勉强，至少我知道自己真的不是那么好

Praise the Lord !

Tough Times

一连串的东东终于结束了

我是真的很忙，也很累

看回自己写过的 stick note 就觉得超有成就感的！

不能相信自己其实做了那么那么多的事，解决了那么那么多问题了！

感谢主啊！

什么事都做不好

其实我刚刚想告诉你，
我今天也很难过

我真的真的对自己很失望

一直都觉得自己能做到，但是一切的结果却是刚刚好相反
已经没有什么借口了，就只能怪自己没用

我一直追求的，一直努力的
最后给我亲手给搞砸了

刚刚在钢琴课，我眼泪就在眼眶，
是拼命地把它忍住了，
不然就会爆发。
而且会一发不可收拾
我真的真的好难过
一想到就想哭

我怎么这样
为什么什么事都做不好...