Heartache

Why am I having a heartache right now?

heartache: emotional anguish or grief, typically caused by the loss or absence ofsomeone loved

I have no idea.

Paper Marking Training

I was marking my dad's paper

I actually burst out of laughter

and I couldn't stop

Helo!

Is this a English test or a BM?

Oh peningnya saya~

Drive. Me. Crazy.

Its my car again

My Baby Blue

I've got it back a month ago

Dad changed it into manual

So, I have to get use of the clutch and the gear

Speechless

Improvements can be seen

I have no choice. X)

That day,

Right after I reached my college,

I found out that the temperature hit the maximum

I was shocked.

I turned off the engine

And I saw smoke,

coming out from my dashbox

GOSH!

I grabbed my laptop and handbag

and escaped myself from the car

Immediately I called my dad

Didn't add water kot~

said my dad

Sigh,

Its a good thing to have an old car

I love it.

They love it.

I'll know "you" better each day.

I'm sure I will.

The Murderer

It was English test that day.

Im glad I'm satisfied with my essay.

Before I stepped into the exam hall,

my beloved roommate told me about a story,

a horrifying, murder story.

I had goosebumps on me even though its daytime.

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Eventually, when it comes to my essay,

All that came out from my mind is just

murder and murder

Oh how violence!

My story is as such......

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Start your essay with "Everyone stopped talking and turned their face in curiosity...."

Everyone stopped talking and turned their face in curiosity when they heard her crying. Mom knocked and stepped into her room. She screamed out loud when she saw Jojo in blood, blood on the floor, on the left wrist and a paper knife in her right hand. Dad came in to check out what happened. He immediately drive her to the nearby clinic. Dad speed up because he knew that for every second he delay, his beloved daughter might not survive.

Jojo survive. She had no choice but to forget about the past, forget about what Jason did to her. He is with another girl now. She decided to face herself and him. She met him at school and passed a note to him. "Meet me at the science lab, 2pm. ". Jason did not want to meet her but he could'nt afford to hurt her again.

"Ring!", there goes the bell. Jason looked at his watch, 2pm sharp. Then, he stepped into the laboratory and saw Jojo sitting at the corner, smiling to him. He slowly walk towards her, curiously wanting to know what will she tell him. Suddenly, he felt a pain at his left abdomen. He feel the pain with his palm, all he could see was blood, oozing out from his body, a surgery knife in Jojo's hands and the grin on her face. Soon, he blacked out.

Three years passed by. Once again Jason's family visited his grave, putting flowers and flashback about the memories. Beside of Jason's grave lies Jojo's grave. She killed herself after Jason.

This is not the actual essay, corrections and improvement made.

I hope I didn't missed out anything.

Hope I didn't disappoint you.

发泄

我承认自己也没有很好，

可是真的无法接受一些人的做法

人应当自足，而不是自满！

Vanakam!

It was Dedication Day by Tamil Society

So we can actually try out any saree

( that could fit u in)

And take a photo

(Not taken by a dslr)

But anyway, here it is..

Its been like one of my dream and now,

here it is.

Guga, my classmate

She's the chili padi !

This, is my class monitor

The picture ended up KINDA like a wedding photo,they said.

Nehh, I don't care.

Vanakam!

They actually taught me,

holding the saree like this,

Unfortunately,

my right hand "kena potong"...

SAD

The End

♥ 22nd Sept 2010

Im Too Bored

Was too bored.

So I ended up "producing" these lame photos.

Relax

and

Laugh!

Its one of the special event

That day,

I wore this :

♥

They said I'm a baba nyonya..

Indeed I really am, a lil bit..

What song is this?

Yank – Wali Band

Yank coba kau jujur padaku

Yank foto siapa di dompetmu

Yank kok kamu diam membisu
Sayang jawab atau aku pergi sayang

Chorus
Aku tak mau bicara
Sebelum kau cerita semua
Apa maumu siapa dirinya
Tak betah bila ada yang lain
Jangan hubungi ku lagi
Ini bisa jadi yang terakhir
Aku ngerti kamu
Kau tak ngerti aku
Sekarang atau tak selamanya

Yank jangan kira ku tak tahu
Yank tak mudah kau bodohiku
Yank tolong dengarkanlah aku
Tapi sayang masih pantaskah kau ku panggil sayang

Saat kamu mau bicara
Dan ku akan cerita semua
Apa mauku siapa dirinya
Kerna memang tak ada yang lain
Terus hubungiku lagi
Jangan bilang ini yang terakhir
Aku ngerti kamu kamu ngerti aku
Aku sayang kamu selamanya

* Maybe because of the story and the melody..

I really kinda seriously like this song.

And I think YANK is a person's name. ENJOY =)

Day after days.

Facing the reality of life

There ain't no fairy tales in real life..

Get over it, move on cause I have no other choice

Ain't a small girl anymore...

That afternoon,

I went to a cafe,

I had my lunch, and then went surfing alone..

Sometimes, I really enjoy being alone..

-WHAT A WEIRDO-

The Song I Love A Lot

Zee Avi

I Am Me, Once More...

No... i really don't think so
that you'd think i'd be incapable of being on my own
No... i really don't think so
that i would for a second let you back in through my door

I have spent
many a-nights even when
you were by my side
i shed tears i couldn't dry

But i should thank you for
taking my blindfold off
now i ain't jaded no more

And I take pride in bein' the one that said goodbye
that could only mean i am me, once more

You would turn your head the other way
so you wont have to listen
to what i had to say

You assumed that i needed you
but you didnt realize that
i needed no one but myself

But i should thank you for
taking my blindfold off
now i ain't jaded no more

And I take pride in bein' the one that said goodbye
that could only mean i am me, once more

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Miss Eunice! !

Im chosen for IPG!

I will officially become a teacher!!

You'll officially call me Miss Eunice or Teacher Eunice

Im so.. So excited..

I prayed for it and it just came true.

Thank God.

Now I have to buy all those formal dress and skirts,

formal high heels

and get my hair curled up!

(Hope So)

I'll be leaving on the 28th.

So long! =)

ClearingMySpiderWebsHere

I know its been years since I last update my blog..

Well,
Im kinda buzy with school recently...
[Ya ya... Back to school..]
**
Im happily doing form 6,
Art stream.
[PA, MUET, Economy, BM and Geography]
You know what? Im the only chinese in Art stream
But still Im enjoying myself... =)
**
Introducing, my best friends in my class
Hidayu and Subashini
Its like totally One Malaysia
Love them. <3
**
MUET class was awesome,
its like none of my English classes I had before...
We did our
"Advertisement"
"Dictation"
and of course
"News Reading"
Right? CNN Malaysia? (Name of our Group) =)
**
I love every single human in my class
and
Im sad for every single human that have left 6R1
cause they made my school life brighter than expected !
Love me too?
**
**
Now's holiday! !
Im glad =)
**
I'll go shopping, shopping and shopping! xD
And my church camp in Port Dickson
I cant wait to go there!
**
After the camp,
I'll stay at PJ for a few days with my sister
I hope:
Its not too lame
I can go shopping with Minee
I can have Jogoya buffet with them..Ehem
I can come back home with my sister...
**
**
Father's Day is coming soon!
So so soon...
I wish I could get something for my dad
and
I wish I could tell him how much Im grateful to be his girl <3
I wish I could.. And I wish I would...
ps: Sorry but I still have to use ur card xD
**
**
Oh ya! oh ya!!
My IPGM
(Institude Pendidikan Guru Malaysia)
It will be revealed on 14th June!
Im soooo excited...
I wish I will be chosen but I wish Im not too
Sigh~
But Still I wish to be chosen (Smack!)
Pray for me!
[If they didn't pick me? Rugi lor.....]
They said this to me...
**
So, please pray for me,ok?
**
**
**

See ya after the holidays!

Ice Kacang Puppy Love

初恋红豆冰
Ice Kacang Puppy Love

我终于看了！


赞 !

这部戏充满了本土风味
两个青梅竹马的初恋
那么短暂，却那么甜，那么难忘...
戏中的一切一切都十分亲切，
无论是白白的校服，圆圆的 bakuli (玻璃弹珠）
有Hokkien Slang 的北马华语，
陈旧的 Kopitiam，
或是多元种族的大马，
都会让你觉得非常舒服...

阿牛 饰演 Botak
李欣洁 饰演 打架鱼
曹格 饰演 马利帆
品冠 饰演 白马王子
梁静如 饰演 马利彬 ( Barley 冰)
还有 Botak 的妹妹，肥美 etc...


打架鱼 是来自单亲家庭，粗鲁，爱跟 马利帆 斗打架鱼。
Botak 任劳任怨守着打架鱼，拥有画画天分。
马利帆是 Pai Kia (坏仔) ,爱找打架鱼麻烦，
白马王子穿着白衣白裤，唱 :
“情人，情人，我怎么能够忘记那，午夜醉人的香吻”
Barley 冰 没有任何对白，知识和着她的Barley冰...
肥妹要嫁给白马王子，打扮到吓死人!
鸡腿是马利帆的手下，她瘦骨如材...


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你明白吗?

Bad Hair Day =(

Had a Bad Hair Day?

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"Ugh, I always have one..."

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I tried methods like

Rebonding, Changing new short hairstyle, Apply moose or cream on my hair

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But it still ain't working...

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Fed Up!

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Then I start Google-ing...

Hoping to find the Right solution.

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And here it is. Sharing it with you. =)

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1. Try a Honey + Olive oil hair mask

Honey is a natural ingredient to improve your skin and hair.

Cleopatra's personal secret remedy for hair and facial treatment. =)

Besides, Olive oil is well known for its super moisturising effect.

(My dad apply olive oil on his hair everyday,that's why his hair remain black) =X

* Mix 1/2 cup of honey with 3 tablespoons of olive oil together,

apply it on your hair and wrap it with a wet towel for 15 to 30 mins.

Rinse off. Then comb and style as usual.

( p/s Don't let the ants come near you ~ )

-Not tried-

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2. Aloe Vera hair mask or leave on

Aloe Vera, the "beauty expert"

Aloe Vera is undeniable a very useful plant either for facial, for supplement, or landscaping. xD

I remember I've seen my grandma apply raw aloe vera on her hair.

She cuts the aloe vera plant, slice it, and gently apply the gel within it. She said that its to improve hair quality but its very troublesome where it takes time and effort.

For leave on, you can replace your styling gel with aloe vera gel (selling in pharmacies/shops)

It might not be as strong as your current one but its more natural and healthy.

-Tried but not myself-

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3. Control your diet and lifestyle

Well, everyone knows bout this principle but who really follow?

I found an article recomended eating more Omega 3 or Salmon will improve your hair quality. Maybe you can try walnuts too because its high in omega 3.

Eat more vegetables and fruits

(More than 1/2 of your daily food)

Sleep early too!

-Should try-

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Im sure you have some efficient ideas/ method too.

Share share lar....... xD

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Happy Good Hair Day! =)

A Toothless Dragon

You know what?

Its actually a nice movie...

Meaningful message included in the movie.

And...

That dragon ( toothless) is really...... CUTE!

The 18th Year of Mine.

Yea Im officially 18,

So what~

第一次

最近经历了

太多太多的第一次

第一次没有自信

不知道为什么，可能是太久没有人给我肯定，

还是我真的太没有General Knowledge，

当有人在说：“啊？这你也不懂吗”的时候，我就自卑了。

我承认自己不懂，所以我该装懂吗？No Way!

我愿意学习，请多多指教。

第一次到医院做身体检查

那天妈妈问我要不要去槟城，

我当然说要啊！ （以为去shopping嘛~）

怎知其实是要去做body checkup...

好咯，顺便咯，

感谢主，没什么大事，

可是就花了RM120 了... =.=

第一次从怡保到吉打

昨晚上和爸爸妈妈冲怡保要回家的路上，

爸爸说他累了，想叫妈妈驾车

可是妈妈说她有偏头痛，

怎么办呢？

我就毛遂自荐说：“我驾咯~”

毕竟自己平时都没机会驾远路，也想挑战自己

于是从 Ipoh驾到Juru，

（110 km/hr 很快吗？不觉得~ 我还超车呢！>.<）

第一次在Sitiawan驾车

拿了车牌那么久，回来那么多次，

都没有试过自己在家乡驾车...

今天终于破例了！

半夜肚子饿，就自己驾车到麦当劳买汉堡吃

（肥死了！）

第一次驾宾士

就刚才驾车去麦当劳嘛，

想要尝试驾宾士的滋味如何啊，

所以要求可不可以家妈妈朋友新买的 C Class 咯...

告诉你，爽死了！可说是“一路顺风”啊！

大惊小怪！

（我不是有钱人嘛，就没试过啊！怎样，不行哦？！）

Be Satisfied

4As, 6Bs, 1C

English A+
Moral A+

Maths A

BM A-

Sejarah B+
Add Maths B+

Accounts B
Physics B
Biology B
B. Cina B

C for Chemistry!



Happy go Lucky Eunice says:
"Thank God, Its enough. =)"

T-Junction

我正在面临
我的T-Junction.
向左，向右，还是直走？

18岁了
将要从一个 中学生的生活，
转向一个大学/学院生的生活了

眼看身边的朋友一一上了学院，
看到朋友们一一上了学院
写下的经历/po 在面子书上的照片，
而自己还是一个，
带着黑框眼镜， 穿着校服的中学生
羡慕，妒嫉，向往
好想就马上坐时光机飞到几年以后的世界

现在， 终于轮到自己了，
才发现 自己很想逃避
因为， 我还没学会如何 做选择

我曾经想要读心理学
心理学家有能力帮助患心病的病患者
想清楚了后， 把这个念头 打消了。

现在我想要主修英文
我知道自己的英文没什么了不起
只是普普通通，中等
虽然爸爸是英文老师，
但他不曾好好训练我们 （要我们自力更生吧！）
我的英文虽然就这么样，
可是，
是我在众科目当中
最有兴趣且最优秀的了 (很可悲吧？)
我不想走爸爸的后路，
我不想当老师。
我要走大众传播路线，
但是，直接读大众传播，好吗？

那天，
妈妈说： “Eunice, 要不然你去读商业管理？”
“读完了后再读 Franchising，赚大钱的也！”
啊！干嘛又给我多一个选择？！
妈妈说他没有学过什么是business,
但是现在还是做到有声有色啊！
这是基因，你身上存有的基因！G-E-N-E-T-I-C !

我很矛盾


爸爸说， 嫁人好了。

=.=


无言

Perfect

You just couldn't trust me..

Yea I can't make you proud.

Yea I always dissapoint you.

To you Im always bad and mischievous.

Did you ever see me doing my very best?

Did you even try?

Eunice is so in hurt.

No Smiley Face Today. =(

I ♥ March

When I look at the Calender..

Im like.. What? Its March already?

So, it means that

When my parents ask

"Eunice, when's results coming out?"

or

"Eunice, when's your piano theory exam"

I used to answer : "Next month~"

but.... Not anymore.... =(

Mr.Time...

Why must you run away from me,so fast?!

Can you please give it a break..

I havent started my dream-vacations yet!

And my "After-SPM-to-do-list"

are all unchecked!!

But things went on quite unexpected yet interesting.

After the SPM,

I went for my Theological Course,

I went staying at my sis' place in PJ for a week,

I went to Hatyai for a 2 days 1 night trip,

I went crazy shopping for CNY,

I got my first Bobbi Brown and MAC cosmetics (Which I want more)

I have to go for piano lessons at least twice a week

and

I work for my mom as a personal assistant

And you know what...

I slept at 2am + EVERY NIGHT

Imagine how serious my dark circles are..

But thanks to Garnier bla n bla and Skinfood bla n bla =.=

Okay, I shall not sleep so late anymore.

Promise myself that tomorrow onwards,

Eunice is sleeping at 11.30pm EVERY NIGHT! !

Well well,

good luck to myself

Piano Theory Exam (g7) on 14th March

SPM results out on 16th March.

God bless me =)

and...

There's a special day coming up during March ♥

I Believe

I believe

我相信

Time dilutes everything.

时间会冲淡一切

Every feeling you're having now.

你现在所有的感觉

Every sadness you experience now

你现在所经历的悲伤

Im not as perfect as you thought I am.

我不是你说想象得那么完美

Who Loves Money?

Once apon a time,
there was a couple in Blueland.
They lived happily in a small, shabby cottage.
Every morning, they will do some plantings for living.
They will sing and laugh while doing their work,

They were happy.

The couple's neighbour was a very wealthy man.
He is very rich but no happiness.
He was envy with the couple next door,
then, he thinked of a method to make the couple suffer,
just like what he experienced now.
So, he thinked and planned....

On the next day,
he decided to leave a bag full of cash at the doorsteps of the couple's house.
When the couple discovered the money,
they were very happy!
They immediately brought the bag full of money back into their house.
"How could this happen?!" They thought.
"Maybe its a gift from God,so that we may not suffer from poverty anymore!"
They sang and cheered.

A few days later, the voice of singing was no more heard.
There were voices of argue and complain.
They were worried.
They were planning how should they use the money.
At this moment,
the rich man staying next to them were very happy.

But surprisingly,
months later,
they recovered back to their routine life.
They continue singing everyday and laughters are more often heard.
"Why is that so?", the rich man thinked.
He had to investigate and make clear of the situation.
Actually, after so many months of arguing and unhappy days,
they then decided to return the money where it belongs.
They did charity to helped the people who really needs the money.
Therefore, they lived happily ever after again.

THE END


So.. So....
What is your view about this story?



Well,
as you all know,
I've been working for about a month already.
It was my first Pay Day!
I was really happy for it was the day I've been waiting for~
(Although my pay is not high AT ALL)
But unfortunately,
I can feeeeeeel the worries that most adults are having now.
Money did't gave me a smiley face~
(But do not ask me to give u my money! HAHA)
Ahhh, worried worried.
It troubles me now...........
How To Use My Money Wisely
Bla bla bla.......

Whatever, just ignore me...

Im a Shopping Princess (Part One)

Shopping Spree for CNY!
The festival we've been waiting for!


Forever 21
RM59.90 (The Cheapest in the Shop)
BOUGHT
Reason:
Its totally plain and simple.
You can add ANY accessories you want!


Some..Duno what brand
I <3>

Element RM119 (I think)
Reason of not buying:
It doesn't fit well.

Element RM159 ( I think)
Reason of not buying:
The collar is too big xD

=x

<3 The design of the collar,
But it doesn't fit me well too...

Maybe Im just too slim.

Gonna get my MUF,MAC and Benefit! Wait up~

该死的男生，该死的女生

该死的！

女生说：

你们男生就是该死的
（当然是指那些没用的一群）

热情的，是你们，
想爱的，是你们，
说要在一起的，是你们，
要我们全心全意爱的，是你们，

过后，
冷淡的，是你们，
不想爱了的，是你们，
说不要在一起的，是你们，
要我们忘记的，是你们。
我们呢？
我们是这样让你摆布，
让你们这样耍的吗？
青春，你还我们吗？
因为期待而失望，你承受过吗？

该死的！
我们女生不是让你们这样对待的！

男生说：

你们女生不也是该死的吗？
（当然是指某一群的啦）

也许，
热情的，不是你们，
想爱的，不是你们，
说要在一起的，不是你们，
要我们全心全意爱的，不是你们，

但是，
冷淡的，不是你们吗？
不想爱了的，不是你们吗？
说不要在一起的，不是你们吗？
要我们忘记的，不是你们吗？
（也许你们的确不是。）


我们山冥海誓一心想要永远在一起，
为什么你们就不能够与我们一同努力，让我们所许的愿得以圆成！
我们的山冥海誓并非儿戏！
我们是希望能和你一起努力创造我们俩的世界！

可是你们切
用一个“理由”
把矛头指向我们
把我们踢到谷底！
是我们把面子给你们，让你们得以下台。
即使含冤受枉，也顺从你们。

青春，我们没有吗？
许愿而后失愿，你承受过这种心碎的感觉吗？

虽然知道自己无法忘记你们，但仍答应你们，
但其实我们并忘不了！
我们将你们深藏心底，
极其痛苦，眼泪内流，但还要笑脸迎人，
这种情况你经历过吗？

我们男生虽是刚强，但心也是肉，我们也会写“痛”字！
不过我们能控制情绪，我们不埋怨，我们能够体谅。

最后，还是我们男生的错，
对！
我们热情
我们想爱
我们说要在一起
我们要你们全心全意爱我们
但是你们有没有配合我们？
冷淡的你们，暗示我们你不想爱了，
我们体恤你们，我们明白你的心，
所以我们说不要在一起了，
你们不知道当我们说的时候，心犹如千刀万剑，穿透我们的心，
痛到喊不出，叫不了，哭不得~

你们为何不站在我们立场，来感受我们的苦境呢？

我们哑巴吃黄连，有苦说不出。

男生与女生的肺腑之言

女生心服了，男生呢？

还是觉得自己所做的，对吗？