Words for Reality.

Speechless.

For you. I don't know what to say.

I'll go on with my life.

Keep going on with yours too.

thats all.

向往 自由

请不要捆绑我

请把翅膀还给我

请你让我呼吸
(我需要氧气,让我喘口气)

请你把可怕的鸟笼打开

请给我一片天空

请你让我活出自己




请还我自由.



那让我飞翔的翅膀,不见了吗?
你们把它藏到哪去?
这样残酷地夺走我的自由,
我知道是为了我好,但这是最好的方法吗?
当我还拥有自由的时候, 我渐渐堕落了吗?
努力出来的成就, 你们又看见了吗?


我说,
请你别再让我发昨夜的恶梦,

请你


还我自由!

Journey of our Drama Team

Finally, I say finally. After all those hardwork... Finally we won. What? ?? What~ ............................... Yala....Drama Competition! !
We've been practising since about...2 months ago.
We were worried because everyone was not in the character yet.
Because Puan Fazlina (teacher in charge went for her Cuti Bersalin)
And we totally did not bother much!

Haha XD So......After all those bla bla n bla......
Ok, some main points here
Our Drama Team!
(Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Kulim)
Drama title : The Stigma
The storyline was simple.
But kinda unexpected.

Once upon a time.......XD
There was a girl named Nisha.
She had AIDS! !
And that evolved to a fight between she and her husband, Sam.
The pathetic girl was beaten up and she was chased out by her husband.
She packed up her things, leaving her house.

She walked, walked and walked.....
At Jalan Mantap.....
She was trying to throw herself onto any of the speeding cars
But suddenly, Ady and Remy stopped her!
"Ady? Ady Putra bin Johan?" she asked.
She regconized him.
Ady was Nisha's coursemate!
He felt sympathized with Nisha.
So, he brought her home, maybe he and his family might give a helping hand.

At Ady house, the mean and envious Jihan, fiancee of Ady was angry with Ady,
Ady promised her to bring her for shopping,
but she has been waiting for 2 hours!
But, Ady had to cancle the plan because they had guest.
Mama was curious because Nisha told her she was Ady's college friend 10 years ago.
And she told them......
"She have Aids!"
Everyone was shocked! !
And Mama chased Nisha out from her house!
Poor Nisha... She walked slowly, leaving the house.......

The next day, Ady woke up.
He headed for breakfast as Jihan prepared special fried rice.
Meanwhile, the door bell rang........(Ding Dong! !)
Ady opens the door and it was Nisha!
Ady invited her to come in.
But, mama refused to welcome her.
And.............Suddenly, she fainted! !
Ady felt guilty... He felt pity with Nisha but he couldn't do anything!
Mama is afrad that she would spread Aids desease into her house.
But then...Ady said to Mama.....
"Ma, what if....I have Aids? Would you touch me, ma?"
"I HAVE AIDS, MA~!!!"
He admit that he have Aids.
6 months ago, he met with an accident.
He lost a lot of blood and the doctor gave him contaiminated blood!
He couldn't marry Jihan too because Jihan coudn't accept the fact.
Mama cried, she was deeply hurt.

Suddenly,Nisha appeared.
She wanted to return Ady's money.
But Ady decided to follow Nisha, leaving mama alone........
Mama cried. Begging him to stay. You cried too?

The End


Special thanks to The Team!


Teachers : Sir Zainurin, Mdm Serikhantini

Director : Akashah

Actor and actress :
Ady - Noel
Nisha - Ranjini
Mama - Fatiha
Sam - Faiz
Jihan - Evareesa
Remy - Lee

Props - Yamuna, Meeradevi and the team

Make up artist - Mei Xin, Eunice

And....... Music Producer -
Eunice + Feshal


Hope that we'll do good on 2nd August!

Gambatte Guys!!!!

What If I die tomorrow?

Today, I don't know why...
I keep on repeating this question that came out from my mind this morning..

"What If I Die Tomorrow?"

My friends were kinda frustrated because I asked and asked to get a perfect answer.
But, don't you think this is very important?
Well, I have not list down what will happened if I really die tomorrow,
but..... Actually, should have have this kind of thinking?
Am I thinking very negatively?

If not mistaken,
I think about 1 year ago,
I dreamed of me, dying.
So, I tried my very best to speak to the ones I loved.
My parents,
my grandparents,
my friends,
my siblings....
I hugged them, tell them that I really love them and I appreciated them much.
But, there are some situations that cannot be controlled,unexpected.

Some of my loved ones,
I didn't managed to contact them.
So, this makes my dream a nightmare.
A Nightmare not because I'm gonna die soon,
but is the fact that I didn't get a chance to tell him/her/them
I LOVE THEM.
I was sweating thoughout my whole dream and finally I woke up.
This dream actually make me live more positively to voice out whats in my mind
when there's still a chance.
But..... Till now, certain things and certain people.
I'm still not courageous enough.
Because I feel that certain things are meant to wait.
Don't you think so?

SO, What If I Die Tomorrow?

Will my parents be sad for losing a daughter?
A naughty and money wasting daughter.
Will my siblings be sad for losing a sister?
A not so kinda and fierce sister.
Will my friends be sad for losing a friend?
An always cheerful but sometimes sarcastic friend.
Will the man who loved me be sad for losing his loved ones?
The most special girl in the entire world.
Well, I shall say...
I love you, my mom and dad.
I love you, my sisters.
I love you, my friend.
I love you, whoever loved me.
Thanks for being in my life...

(Its not that I'm gonna die soon.. Its just a stupid questions and some stupid thinking.)