Im a Shopping Princess (Part One)

Shopping Spree for CNY!
The festival we've been waiting for!


Forever 21
RM59.90 (The Cheapest in the Shop)
BOUGHT
Reason:
Its totally plain and simple.
You can add ANY accessories you want!


Some..Duno what brand
I <3>

Element RM119 (I think)
Reason of not buying:
It doesn't fit well.

Element RM159 ( I think)
Reason of not buying:
The collar is too big xD

=x

<3 The design of the collar,
But it doesn't fit me well too...

Maybe Im just too slim.

Gonna get my MUF,MAC and Benefit! Wait up~

该死的男生，该死的女生

该死的！

女生说：

你们男生就是该死的
（当然是指那些没用的一群）

热情的，是你们，
想爱的，是你们，
说要在一起的，是你们，
要我们全心全意爱的，是你们，

过后，
冷淡的，是你们，
不想爱了的，是你们，
说不要在一起的，是你们，
要我们忘记的，是你们。
我们呢？
我们是这样让你摆布，
让你们这样耍的吗？
青春，你还我们吗？
因为期待而失望，你承受过吗？

该死的！
我们女生不是让你们这样对待的！

男生说：

你们女生不也是该死的吗？
（当然是指某一群的啦）

也许，
热情的，不是你们，
想爱的，不是你们，
说要在一起的，不是你们，
要我们全心全意爱的，不是你们，

但是，
冷淡的，不是你们吗？
不想爱了的，不是你们吗？
说不要在一起的，不是你们吗？
要我们忘记的，不是你们吗？
（也许你们的确不是。）


我们山冥海誓一心想要永远在一起，
为什么你们就不能够与我们一同努力，让我们所许的愿得以圆成！
我们的山冥海誓并非儿戏！
我们是希望能和你一起努力创造我们俩的世界！

可是你们切
用一个“理由”
把矛头指向我们
把我们踢到谷底！
是我们把面子给你们，让你们得以下台。
即使含冤受枉，也顺从你们。

青春，我们没有吗？
许愿而后失愿，你承受过这种心碎的感觉吗？

虽然知道自己无法忘记你们，但仍答应你们，
但其实我们并忘不了！
我们将你们深藏心底，
极其痛苦，眼泪内流，但还要笑脸迎人，
这种情况你经历过吗？

我们男生虽是刚强，但心也是肉，我们也会写“痛”字！
不过我们能控制情绪，我们不埋怨，我们能够体谅。

最后，还是我们男生的错，
对！
我们热情
我们想爱
我们说要在一起
我们要你们全心全意爱我们
但是你们有没有配合我们？
冷淡的你们，暗示我们你不想爱了，
我们体恤你们，我们明白你的心，
所以我们说不要在一起了，
你们不知道当我们说的时候，心犹如千刀万剑，穿透我们的心，
痛到喊不出，叫不了，哭不得~

你们为何不站在我们立场，来感受我们的苦境呢？

我们哑巴吃黄连，有苦说不出。

男生与女生的肺腑之言

女生心服了，男生呢？

还是觉得自己所做的，对吗？

哪种生活？

昨天晚上我失眠了！
没有原因。
就是睡不着。
4点起身喝杯热巧克力，
过后才纷纷入睡。

今天早上起身得十分早
6点多必须载妹妹到学校去，
在婆婆到菜市去

没意思 没意思 没意思 没意思

这是什么生活？

我要真正的生活下去！
我 活

Where have my courage been?

I found out,
Im becoming more and more a coward.

I am afraid.
Afraid to face my future
Afraid to do any decision.

Since I came back from PJ,my sister's place,
I finally experienced the reality that
Its never comfortable to stay alone outside.
Home is always the best place.

Recently,
I am paying some attention on the course I want to further my studies.
I wan Translation and Interpretation (Eng-Chi) course.
For I love learning and improving my language.
But as I know, Malaysia have very few schools that provides this course.
Then I have to search for Singapore or other countries for this course.

I think, Im not going anywhere too,
First,
My dad, he doesn't wants me to go anywhere out of Malaysia.
The fees are expensive, and
He'll miss me much. Haha
And secondly,
I am AFRAID!
So afraid to leave home.
Afraid to leave my family members.
Afraid to face everything alone.

So, what should I do?
God, please give me strength and courage.
I need to do something for my future.
Guide me, Lead me.
So that I can do something for You.

The Recent

I wana go back!

Seriously.

Its been days since I left home..

My lovely home, sweet home.

Theolo was fun.

Waking up 6am everyday and sleeping at 11pm.

Its already a must for us.

And those meal time...

GOSH,

These are "after-theolo symptoms"

Don't you agree?

You'll open your eyes at 6am, and then you sleep back again.

You'll feel hungry when it reaches 12pm, or 6pm...

And you look at the clock, its 11pm, you found out that you could barely open your eyes.

ARGHHH~

Most of all, you'll be missing your dorm-mate.

No more whispering before sleep. No more shh, shh sound.

No more goodnight wishes.

Really miss those times huh~

Yea, me too!

I really feel kinda solemn la when I flashback the theolo days..

And, feeling of regret really ain't that good.

I felt regret, I don't have the courage.

Well, just forget bout it. I'll just keep it within my heart.

Bye bye, my seniors. Bye bye, buddies~

(Next year come back and jaga=bully me lah~)

The End of Theolo, The Starting of PJ.

Well, after theolo course, I went to stay at my sister's place in PJ.

Its a very simple condo,

small bathroom, tiny bedroom. >.<

But its kinda cozy here..

I can hardly check my mails and facebook.

(Can't do it during daytime. weird huh)

My activities here.

Except shopping, still shopping.

1U, Sunway, Kinrara giant.... etc

Honestly, its like, nothing nice to shop,

but my money just keep getting lesser and lesser... >.<

No idea how and why.

=n=

HAPPY 2010!

Oh Yea, its 2010 now.

Happy New Year to all.

Sorry guys, acting kinda low profile now.

Some did receive my mail or text or call.

Many didn't. Hehe

By the way, Happy New Year.

I had my countdown in TJC PJ. (My Church in PJ )

It was like, kinda lame.

Was on the piano, and then playing some games,

and then the "countdown video-shooting".

After that, mcD for supper.

The End.

I wana go back, I wana go back, I wana go back...

KL life ain't my life.

Too buzy, too hectic, too jam.

Food's like hell, traffic's like hell, wasting money like hell.

Going back. Very very soon.

AND IM BACK. updated 4th jan 2010