I hate failure

I realize

I lost my confidence.

Afraid to make decision.

Not like before,

so daring.

Its because I have to pay responsibility for every decision I make

and consequences for every mistake I do.

I hate failure.

I Do

我愿意

这么容易就说出口吗？

要做个好妈妈

是终身的职业

是要付起很大很大的责任的

想一想

我们也是从 baby 慢慢长大的

你有把握

能像妈妈照顾你一样

照顾你的 baby 吗？

拜托

不要再制造

问题儿童

To be continue

someday....

What are words

What are words

A song from Chris Medina

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be

If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight
And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel Lord

What are words?

They are so fragile.

Promises are broken

and hearts too.

Chris Medina dedicated this song to his wife

When you see the video in youtube,

I bet you'll have the urge to cry.

This song keeps spinning in my head.

All by myself

- I went for jogging, by myself. -

是我的福气

离开家，在外地读书之后

才真正体会

“往神的殿去，心就欢喜”

的滋味

就是再压力再忙，

都要让自己到教会去

很意外的，

负担会好像童话故事般

被 “叮” 走

是真的

你的心会平静下来

就是在教会的那种安静，严肃。

还有还有，

就因为星期三是祷告会，

所以祷告时间都会比较长

就是说，

跟主耶稣聊天的时间比较久

能让他知道

我心所想的

我的忧愁

我的问题

我的希望

就好像给爸爸一个拥抱，

很温暖。

我感谢他。

打从心里地感谢。

要不是他选上我，我也不会有这种福气 ♥

不会输给你看！

我知道我过的比很多人更好

虽然

他们有的，我可能没有。

But then

我有的，他们更不可能有！

证明给你看

我会过的更好更好！

哇哈哈

Ignore please

It sucks when you can't be as good as how you wanted to be

Frustrated

I'll get thru it. Ignore please.

就，一半

一半

Half

别来提醒 我多孤单

没关系，我爱孤单

new

应该有新的开始了。

dangerous

My heart keep aching since morning

I think I'll die if I continue.

*Don't do this at home