聆听

有些心事说出来了觉得很舒服 

有些心事又有谁愿意来聆听呢？ 

 谁是最佳聆听者？ 

 亲爱主，哦我的主 求你聆听我的心

怀疑

你让我怀疑自己 现在的努力，现在的坚持 是否是值得 难道非得要被世界驯良吗？

好朋友，只是朋友

爱人不是最好的朋友，朋友在好也不能牵手

some friends are best to be remained as friends. <3 div="div">

Destroyer

为什么要把我们压到扁扁？

我讨厌这种被限制的感觉！

我做这个决定是我想要的吗？

我也是要花好多爸爸妈妈的钱也！

你是谁？你凭什么阻止我？

你凭什么阻止我想要的未来？

我讨厌你！

Encik, you seperti monster lah, you are destroying everything!

ROAR

To kill my boredom, 

I think I might update more frequently.

Well well, 

what a new sem,

real new one.

I moved out! 

And one more thing, 

which I think it's a good (but bad) thing

which is 

I'm having 3 or 4 days of physical education class in a week!

How crazy is that! 

and I'm having muscle pain already although today is just the 2nd day..

I shall live with it! 

ROAR

photo from http://www.eightsandweights.com

not today

I think I'll slowly get use of this kind of life.

Today I'll do my facial mask and then sleep earlier.

I'll do cover only when my voice is better 

today is just not my day

Didn't I planned my life that way?

get set, go.

this could be the start of something new

友情

试问

友情

是那么脆弱的东西吗？

无知人说，朋友是拿来利用的

圣经说，朋友为患难而生

我们的友情

是建立在什么上？

我想说，

我不会像他们那么好心

被你们这些不要脸的东西利用

我目前为止

只懂得爱那些爱我的人

对不起我没办法爱你

爱我的人，

我爱你们！

Day by Day

是不是人长得越大

就会越多烦恼？

很烦，很累，很辛苦

好久好久都没有update 了

很烦，很累，很辛苦

应该是自作自受吧

我还要撑下去

就多一个星期

唉，

我向往自由自在的生活

我向往无所事事的生活

我向往无忧无虑的生活

Give me a sign

Dear God,

Is it your will to let me move out from my school hostel?

Please, give me a sign...... T.T

Amen.

GET LOST !

第一次

遇见那么死缠烂打的人

This is the first time I met someone so urghh like you!

这样把快乐建立在别人的痛苦上

很好吗？

Is it good to make people suffer just to make yourself happy?

OMGOSH

This is the first time I hate myself so much!

@#$%^&*()(*&^%$#$%^&*&^%

矛盾

唉

你真是让我又爱又恨啊！

有时我们本身就是没察觉到

其实自己

不断地在攻击，伤害他人

就是一句话

或是一个眼神

影响却是很大，很大的！

我相信大家都不是坏人

我们都是

没有心的

我们就只能

原谅

包容

也要顺便让自己麻木吗？

Count your days

Count your days

Click the link and do the survey.

Cherish every moment you have

and everyone by your side.

3 questions to ponder

Why Am I Here?

What Am I Gonna Do Here?

What Will I Do/ Achieve in the Future?

these 3 questions were asked by my lecturer.

She asked us to close our eyes and ponder,

because some of us had been too tired of busyness

and had lost ourselves.

I closed my eyes and while pondering, she played some music.

Soon, without myself realizing,

my tears fell on my cheek

it's an embarrass thing to cry in the classroom,

but I just let it be.

I know why am I here.

Its because God sent me here.

I know His beautiful plan

Everything is so well-planned as it fits perfectly for me.

Life isn't smooth-sailing everyday

There's ups, and of course, downs too!

But I am thankful that throughout this process,

I've known myself better,

and I've learned a lot.

You see,

Among all the profession, Im here, a teacher.

Among all the teacher's training college, Im here, Penang.

Among all the courses, Im here, music education

Among all my peers, Im me.

I am what I am now, it's not because I'm well-trained or that I'm talented.

But a gift, from God.

I know what I'm gonna do here.

I'll take every single chance to learn

gain knowledge and experience that I've never been through.

In the college, what we are learning is not sufficient for me

to achieve what I want,

So I have to take the effort and initiative to

find other ways to make myself a more skillful person.

I know that sometimes, busyness will try to overcome me,

I know that I will be very tired and exhausted

but that's ok, because He knew, and He knows I can.

I know what will I do/ what do I want to achieve in the future.

I want to be prepared to serve the Lord.

Becoming a skillful educator to educate in the school,

and most of all, in the church.

and in the end, the music stopped.

I wiped away my tears and tell myself

God, please don't let me drift away from you

You gave me the chance

to draw me nearer to you,

but not the other way.

I know everything I do

I want to do it, for you.