Day by Day

是不是人长得越大

就会越多烦恼？

很烦，很累，很辛苦

好久好久都没有update 了

很烦，很累，很辛苦

应该是自作自受吧

我还要撑下去

就多一个星期

唉，

我向往自由自在的生活

我向往无所事事的生活

我向往无忧无虑的生活

Give me a sign

Dear God,

Is it your will to let me move out from my school hostel?

Please, give me a sign...... T.T

Amen.

GET LOST !

第一次

遇见那么死缠烂打的人

This is the first time I met someone so urghh like you!

这样把快乐建立在别人的痛苦上

很好吗？

Is it good to make people suffer just to make yourself happy?

OMGOSH

This is the first time I hate myself so much!

@#$%^&*()(*&^%$#$%^&*&^%

矛盾

唉

你真是让我又爱又恨啊！

有时我们本身就是没察觉到

其实自己

不断地在攻击，伤害他人

就是一句话

或是一个眼神

影响却是很大，很大的！

我相信大家都不是坏人

我们都是

没有心的

我们就只能

原谅

包容

也要顺便让自己麻木吗？

Count your days

Count your days

Click the link and do the survey.

Cherish every moment you have

and everyone by your side.

3 questions to ponder

Why Am I Here?

What Am I Gonna Do Here?

What Will I Do/ Achieve in the Future?

these 3 questions were asked by my lecturer.

She asked us to close our eyes and ponder,

because some of us had been too tired of busyness

and had lost ourselves.

I closed my eyes and while pondering, she played some music.

Soon, without myself realizing,

my tears fell on my cheek

it's an embarrass thing to cry in the classroom,

but I just let it be.

I know why am I here.

Its because God sent me here.

I know His beautiful plan

Everything is so well-planned as it fits perfectly for me.

Life isn't smooth-sailing everyday

There's ups, and of course, downs too!

But I am thankful that throughout this process,

I've known myself better,

and I've learned a lot.

You see,

Among all the profession, Im here, a teacher.

Among all the teacher's training college, Im here, Penang.

Among all the courses, Im here, music education

Among all my peers, Im me.

I am what I am now, it's not because I'm well-trained or that I'm talented.

But a gift, from God.

I know what I'm gonna do here.

I'll take every single chance to learn

gain knowledge and experience that I've never been through.

In the college, what we are learning is not sufficient for me

to achieve what I want,

So I have to take the effort and initiative to

find other ways to make myself a more skillful person.

I know that sometimes, busyness will try to overcome me,

I know that I will be very tired and exhausted

but that's ok, because He knew, and He knows I can.

I know what will I do/ what do I want to achieve in the future.

I want to be prepared to serve the Lord.

Becoming a skillful educator to educate in the school,

and most of all, in the church.

and in the end, the music stopped.

I wiped away my tears and tell myself

God, please don't let me drift away from you

You gave me the chance

to draw me nearer to you,

but not the other way.

I know everything I do

I want to do it, for you.

别找我麻烦

我竟然

把自己的 presentation 给忘了！

乌云乌云快走开

你可知道我不曾带把伞

T.T

寂寞的季节

Love is in the air

"整条街，都是恋爱的人"

一早醒来，这首歌就一直在脑里转了。

活了二十年，

这是第二十个单身情人节 ^_^

也还好，我不寂寞。

就这样

请 珍惜音乐

我讨厌那些自称音乐系大学生，

却不清楚，也不懂得珍惜与欣赏音乐

因学而学，因考而考

这样，有意思吗？

I hate failure

I realize

I lost my confidence.

Afraid to make decision.

Not like before,

so daring.

Its because I have to pay responsibility for every decision I make

and consequences for every mistake I do.

I hate failure.

I Do

我愿意

这么容易就说出口吗？

要做个好妈妈

是终身的职业

是要付起很大很大的责任的

想一想

我们也是从 baby 慢慢长大的

你有把握

能像妈妈照顾你一样

照顾你的 baby 吗？

拜托

不要再制造

问题儿童

To be continue

someday....

What are words

What are words

A song from Chris Medina

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
Anytime you whisper my name, you'll see
How every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be

If I was to leave when you need me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

And I know an angel was sent just for me
And I know I'm meant to be where I am
And I'm gonna be
Standing right beside her tonight
And I'm gonna be by your side
I would never leave when she needs me most

What are words
If you really don't mean them
When you say them
What are words
If they're only for good times
Then they don't
When it's love
Yeah, you say them out loud
Those words, They never go away
They live on, even when we're gone

Anywhere you are, I am near
Anywhere you go, I'll be there
And I'm gonna be here forever more
Every single promise I keep
Cuz what kind of guy would I be
If I was to leave when you need me most

I'm forever keeping my angel Lord

What are words?

They are so fragile.

Promises are broken

and hearts too.

Chris Medina dedicated this song to his wife

When you see the video in youtube,

I bet you'll have the urge to cry.

This song keeps spinning in my head.

All by myself

- I went for jogging, by myself. -

是我的福气

离开家，在外地读书之后

才真正体会

“往神的殿去，心就欢喜”

的滋味

就是再压力再忙，

都要让自己到教会去

很意外的，

负担会好像童话故事般

被 “叮” 走

是真的

你的心会平静下来

就是在教会的那种安静，严肃。

还有还有，

就因为星期三是祷告会，

所以祷告时间都会比较长

就是说，

跟主耶稣聊天的时间比较久

能让他知道

我心所想的

我的忧愁

我的问题

我的希望

就好像给爸爸一个拥抱，

很温暖。

我感谢他。

打从心里地感谢。

要不是他选上我，我也不会有这种福气 ♥