如果你愛我

如果你愛我

作詞：蔡健雅
作曲：蔡健雅

總是全力以赴 保持日復一日的溫度 多少有幫助
繞過愛你的路 就讓回憶模糊 關上車窗再加速 需要的 我比你清楚

如果你愛著我 而我也愛著你
結果還是有段跨不過的距離 這時離開還依然美麗

如果說我愛著你 而你卻比較愛自己
我想那就不是我的問題 那不過是現代人的愛情


分离 凄美的爱情故事
我 会接受安排.


我爱你 只是我的心情,没有想表达什么.

Sleepless Night

The time now is 6am.
I did not sleep.
Uncomfortable.
Maybe because my brain still functioning vigorously.
Maybe because of my bed.
Just can't get myself to sleep.
What should I do?

Good morning.

写过最好的部落格!

Its not so so good la... And sorry its in Mandarin.

平时都不会有心情写华语部落格,

可是今天却特别有心情.

这几天,都把自己关在房间里,病了嘛...

放心放心,不是H1N1!! (think so)

星期二晚上就开始发烧,呼吸又有点困难.

第二天早上就去观顾医生咯!

*我戴着口罩进去诊所,大家都好像用另类的眼光看我,
连医生也是,见到我就马上戴上口罩! xD

(这是我搬来这里,第一次去看医生也~) =(

回家,头晕,辛苦,吃药...

这样一病,让我体会了很多东东.

1. 我daddy好爱我哦!

因为妈妈有事不在家,所以都是daddy 在照顾我. 关心着我该吃什么,看看我的体温有没有下降 等等....

还有还有! 昨天晚上,整夜都翻来翻去,就是睡不着.

3am+ 播打daddy 热线,01x-xxxxxxx,daddy 就来了,

我:daddy 我睡不着,泡 honey 给我....

High efficient 的 daddy 就马上拿着一杯温温的 honey water 进来了.

后来好不容易才睡着...z Zzzz.........

5am+ 我头好痛,好晕哦!

脑子里全是 +3-2,-10+100,45/84,0.0000078....

怎么会这样?!! 头快爆炸了!

救我啊,daddy......

(又想给他多睡一下, 早上还要教书嘛)

好吧,既然肚子又胀胀,去弄点姜母茶喝吧..

~~~ 糟糕,姜母茶在哪儿?!!!

哎, 又得去敲爸爸的门了...

我: daddy,肚子风风de,不能睡~

可怜的daddy,又要服侍我这个麻烦鬼了...

我 daddy 伟大吧! Muacks!

2.关心我,问候我的朋友,谢谢!

虽然不多人知道我病了,反正生病也没什么好宣扬的嘛..

但还是谢啦! =D

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我现在的状况,比前几天好多了.

烧退了,只是还有点伤风,呼吸还不是很顺畅.

大家记得好好照顾自己哦!

生病的滋味真的不好受!

喝多多水,出门戴口罩.

SICKED

Ending of a Beautiful Drama.

-The End-

Its the end already?
Hehe Yeap! The end of all our drama.

The Pathetic AIDS patient, Nisha
The kind and caring main character, Ady
The sacarstic and a little pityful mom, Mama
The irritating and annoying fiancee, Jihan
The Drug Addict + fierce hubby, Sam
The "k ler feh", Remy.

You can now officially throw away all your character, all your script now!

3rd place in Kedah is already a good result.
Others are really good anyway. Learn a lot,right?

Nice to work together with u guys.
Remember to keep in contact,okay?

and
Just to say, keep up the good job,
and keep improving!

Drama 2010 will be better!
I'll come back and see u guys if I can.


With Love, <3
Eunice
[ The Music Girl of Drama 09 ]

Words for Reality.

Speechless.

For you. I don't know what to say.

I'll go on with my life.

Keep going on with yours too.

thats all.

向往 自由

请不要捆绑我

请把翅膀还给我

请你让我呼吸
(我需要氧气,让我喘口气)

请你把可怕的鸟笼打开

请给我一片天空

请你让我活出自己




请还我自由.



那让我飞翔的翅膀,不见了吗?
你们把它藏到哪去?
这样残酷地夺走我的自由,
我知道是为了我好,但这是最好的方法吗?
当我还拥有自由的时候, 我渐渐堕落了吗?
努力出来的成就, 你们又看见了吗?


我说,
请你别再让我发昨夜的恶梦,

请你


还我自由!

Journey of our Drama Team

Finally, I say finally. After all those hardwork... Finally we won. What? ?? What~ ............................... Yala....Drama Competition! !
We've been practising since about...2 months ago.
We were worried because everyone was not in the character yet.
Because Puan Fazlina (teacher in charge went for her Cuti Bersalin)
And we totally did not bother much!

Haha XD So......After all those bla bla n bla......
Ok, some main points here
Our Drama Team!
(Sekolah Menengah Kebangsaan Kulim)
Drama title : The Stigma
The storyline was simple.
But kinda unexpected.

Once upon a time.......XD
There was a girl named Nisha.
She had AIDS! !
And that evolved to a fight between she and her husband, Sam.
The pathetic girl was beaten up and she was chased out by her husband.
She packed up her things, leaving her house.

She walked, walked and walked.....
At Jalan Mantap.....
She was trying to throw herself onto any of the speeding cars
But suddenly, Ady and Remy stopped her!
"Ady? Ady Putra bin Johan?" she asked.
She regconized him.
Ady was Nisha's coursemate!
He felt sympathized with Nisha.
So, he brought her home, maybe he and his family might give a helping hand.

At Ady house, the mean and envious Jihan, fiancee of Ady was angry with Ady,
Ady promised her to bring her for shopping,
but she has been waiting for 2 hours!
But, Ady had to cancle the plan because they had guest.
Mama was curious because Nisha told her she was Ady's college friend 10 years ago.
And she told them......
"She have Aids!"
Everyone was shocked! !
And Mama chased Nisha out from her house!
Poor Nisha... She walked slowly, leaving the house.......

The next day, Ady woke up.
He headed for breakfast as Jihan prepared special fried rice.
Meanwhile, the door bell rang........(Ding Dong! !)
Ady opens the door and it was Nisha!
Ady invited her to come in.
But, mama refused to welcome her.
And.............Suddenly, she fainted! !
Ady felt guilty... He felt pity with Nisha but he couldn't do anything!
Mama is afrad that she would spread Aids desease into her house.
But then...Ady said to Mama.....
"Ma, what if....I have Aids? Would you touch me, ma?"
"I HAVE AIDS, MA~!!!"
He admit that he have Aids.
6 months ago, he met with an accident.
He lost a lot of blood and the doctor gave him contaiminated blood!
He couldn't marry Jihan too because Jihan coudn't accept the fact.
Mama cried, she was deeply hurt.

Suddenly,Nisha appeared.
She wanted to return Ady's money.
But Ady decided to follow Nisha, leaving mama alone........
Mama cried. Begging him to stay. You cried too?

The End


Special thanks to The Team!


Teachers : Sir Zainurin, Mdm Serikhantini

Director : Akashah

Actor and actress :
Ady - Noel
Nisha - Ranjini
Mama - Fatiha
Sam - Faiz
Jihan - Evareesa
Remy - Lee

Props - Yamuna, Meeradevi and the team

Make up artist - Mei Xin, Eunice

And....... Music Producer -
Eunice + Feshal


Hope that we'll do good on 2nd August!

Gambatte Guys!!!!

What If I die tomorrow?

Today, I don't know why...
I keep on repeating this question that came out from my mind this morning..

"What If I Die Tomorrow?"

My friends were kinda frustrated because I asked and asked to get a perfect answer.
But, don't you think this is very important?
Well, I have not list down what will happened if I really die tomorrow,
but..... Actually, should have have this kind of thinking?
Am I thinking very negatively?

If not mistaken,
I think about 1 year ago,
I dreamed of me, dying.
So, I tried my very best to speak to the ones I loved.
My parents,
my grandparents,
my friends,
my siblings....
I hugged them, tell them that I really love them and I appreciated them much.
But, there are some situations that cannot be controlled,unexpected.

Some of my loved ones,
I didn't managed to contact them.
So, this makes my dream a nightmare.
A Nightmare not because I'm gonna die soon,
but is the fact that I didn't get a chance to tell him/her/them
I LOVE THEM.
I was sweating thoughout my whole dream and finally I woke up.
This dream actually make me live more positively to voice out whats in my mind
when there's still a chance.
But..... Till now, certain things and certain people.
I'm still not courageous enough.
Because I feel that certain things are meant to wait.
Don't you think so?

SO, What If I Die Tomorrow?

Will my parents be sad for losing a daughter?
A naughty and money wasting daughter.
Will my siblings be sad for losing a sister?
A not so kinda and fierce sister.
Will my friends be sad for losing a friend?
An always cheerful but sometimes sarcastic friend.
Will the man who loved me be sad for losing his loved ones?
The most special girl in the entire world.
Well, I shall say...
I love you, my mom and dad.
I love you, my sisters.
I love you, my friend.
I love you, whoever loved me.
Thanks for being in my life...

(Its not that I'm gonna die soon.. Its just a stupid questions and some stupid thinking.)

Chocolate Marble Cheesecake!

Yesterday night, I was bored.
But then I felt kinda energetic cause I slept much during the afternoon.
So.. I decided to baked myself a
Chocolate Marble Cheesecake!

here goes..

Step One: Determination! ! And stay awake
(Or u'll get your cake burnt!)

Actually I bought the ingredients earlier.
Because I don't get the right timing..
So until now la.

Main Ingredients:
Cream Cheese
Castor Sugar (of course)
Eggs
Choco powder
Butter

And then you bake the "Chocolate part"

Waiting waiting....
xx
xx
x

And you'll get this:

And next, beat up the "Cheese part"!
And mix it up into the Half cooked choco cake..
(hahaha....this was it!)

Bake in Oven for 25 mins...
Ta da!!!!
Keep cool..
(I mean the cake)

And guess what, I actually get this (picture below)
Because I always go n curi tengok..
And the paper got burned by the BURNING HOT upper part of the oven.
Huu...Huuuuu!!! Phew, luckily I didn't burn the WHOLE CAKE!

Hmm... In conclusion.
I'm not YET a good baker.
Maybe someday......
Although my choco marble cheesy doesn't look GOOD..
But indeed it taste good!
Ask those who tasted!
So, how many starts upon 5?
***
I gave myself!
(Hey,it was my first time.....)


Thats all for now.

With Love,
Eunice

I DrovE! !

Getting my L licence soon!

This morning...
I went for my Practical for Car...
I drove for about.....2 hours+
x x
My teacher was Uncle XX
(I dont know what's his name)
But ppl called him Dua Pui (Fatty)
He was okay....Nice...
Taught me everything then let me try by myself...
xxx

What I love the best was....
Naik bukit and Side Parking..
Because it was more challenging.

The Naik Bukit part was like..
When u arrive the line on the peak of the "Bukit",
Your front tire should stop there..
You pull your hand break,
And then let the "clutch"go sambil step more "minyak"
Then you let go your hand break!
DOWN YOU GO....XD
(And I managed to do that myself)


Then the Side Parking
Was fun because you have to remember all those steps.
Turn your sterring left,turn you sterring right..
And turning it was tough. Energy-less (No eat rice kut~)
And...Embarrassingly.....
I knocked down one tiang! XD
(Its because I forgot how many times should I turn the sterring la!!)
But now I knew! >.<

Anyway, I passed the practical.
Just have to wait for my motor practical on this coming saturday,
then here goes my L licence!!
Looking forward oh!

22nd June 2009
Drove Officially

I'm Half Dead la......

Half Dead.....
--------- Half Dead!!!

Nowadays....
Life without my "kakak".
Not the sister kakak,but the kakak kakak.....
LOL....WHat am I crapping....

So...What I have to do is.........
x x

Wash The Clothes,
Lipat the Clothes,
Iron The Clothes,
Wash the Dishes,
Sweep the Floor
Mop the Floor,
x
x
x
x
and yesterday...
There were guests......
So...
I even helped up to
o
O
0
.
.
WASH THE TOILETS!

(But its really an easy job la...>.<)
洗刷刷 洗刷刷, 洗刷刷 Ooh ooh! ^o^
Anyway,these always pros and cons...
In a good way,this is a test...
To make this lazy worm work...(who who??)
And my 2 younger sis... its time for them to grow...
Previously,they dont even know how to take their own rice!
WHAT THE......
Anyway,now they HAVE TO do it!

Thank God in all ways...
BUT THEN....
That leads to buzyness...
BUzy for housework.. Homeworks...
Kursus Kereta....dan MOTOR...
bla bla bla
SPMs near!
JIa you!

Child Psychiatrist! I'm coming!!!
MUACKS!

** I miss you. <3

IYSSM in Port Dickson

I'm happy, because I'm back!

But the memories of IYSSM were still spinning in my mind.

On the FIRST day,
I went to PJ with my elder sister
(by bus+ LRT)
everything ran kinda smoothly..
Then, I had service in TJC PJ.
After the service, I followed PJ van to Port Dickson.
Bro Andrew was the driver of the day!! ^^
Broom brooooom~ OK,reached!

In TJC Port Dickson,
I was stunned, because of the new building.
The 3 STOREY NEW HOSTEL!!
Yay, and we were the first batch of students that stayed there!
I registered, had my dinner....
And by the time I came out,
wanting to get my luugage,
THE VAN WAS GONE!!! Oh My Gosh!
(At last Bro Andrew drove back..Thanks T.T)

I was chose to become the Duty Group group leader.
There were 2, the other one was Dwane from Pj church.
Other members are..
Grace Choy, Ni Jie, Jia En, Nicholas, Mother Yosda XD, Brandon
and who else ya? think thats all...
We worked together, cleaning up the dorm, dishes, etc..
And we even Hunt for Treasure during the last day.
Hehe^^ nice job!
We played basketball together too!
My team..Me,Yee Leng, Chi Yang, Shi Le etc..
And at last, I hurt my toe..
(I didn't wear my shor..Hehe)

The class were nice, talked about aneroxia and bulimia.
Showed us some Aneroxia patient's photo...WAS SHOCKED!
And then we feel free to eat.. Because we dont want to be one of them!
And we canot "chan4 hui3" also oh!
Then preacher also advice us about MOVIES...
Pr Hosea and Pr Zechariah told us that...
WE MUST READ THE WHOLE BIBLE BEFORE WE GO FOR MOVIES!!
Ahaha...Barely Impossible right?

Oh ya.. During counseling session, Sis Xiao Ying confirmed that I..
I Am STRESSed!!
Because there was a test, And I ticked the 16 out of 25 questions..
For a normal person, it must be within 7 to 15!
I'm Depressed...Ya? I don't really think so..
WHATEVER~

And, we had our choir presentation!
We sang 主里团气 (composed by my mom),
You are my All in All,
and 我要弹琴歌唱.
We were great! Seriously GREAT!
Our voice were awesome!
Especially Ai Li..
She was beside me, she sang soprano. (I was in alto)
And there was a part where it was really High Pitch,
and we have to sustain for 8 beats.
And she did it! Perfectly Awesome! (Thumbs UP!)
They said that I look like a lawyer, or a preacher's wife..
Because I wore my high collar formal shirt and a black slacks.
HAHA =D

And I would NEVER forgot that...
Maggie(our monitor)
She gave her speech....
the contents were:
1. the facilities here are good.
Big compound........
BUT, during our clean up,we were exhausted.
Therefore, we HOPED THAT NEXT YEAR,
THE COMPOUND THAT WE SUPPOSE TO CLEAN UP WILL BE SMALLER!!!
LoL......
2. We hoped that we have some nice activities for "gathering time"
(Because we used it up for....Writing Essay =.= )
3. We hope that... WE HAVE BBQ!! XD

----Of course,we have another monitor.. Bro Ren Jie----
>.<

And then, we sang a song.. Lyrics :
传道,传道, 辅导员, 煮饭妈妈, 工作人员.
谢谢你们的爱心, 让我们灵性长进!
(Melody: Hymn 170)

And Preacher Hosea commented:
没经过总会的同意,乱改赞美诗!
还有, 明年报名费多加 RM100,
那你们就不用打扫了!
XD XD

There really were Good Memories,
It will not be forgotten.
Because we will keep it deep in our hearts.
The most important thing is..
We must Work For God.
Pray Earnestly!
Pray for the infilling of Holy Spirit!
We are the True Church..
We deserve Salvation.. So, we must work hard.
Towards becoming a Perfect Man. (or woman)

Miss all of you..^^with Love,
Shuriken Girl



On da way to KL tomorrow!
Shopping, Food... Here I come!.........

Back!

Helo everyone...I'm Back!


From Port Dickson...
IYSSM
(Intermediate Youth Student Spiritual Meeting)
30th May - 3 June 2009

I love it... Its nice + meaningful
Learned quite a lot..

Learned to LOVE God,
LOVE men,
LOVE strangers.........

Learned to be hardworking for bible reading,
Learned to Pray hard...
Because we are the chosen people..
the blessed,
Because...He DIED for us!
His blood for our salvation!

Hey People!
You can be in this grace too!
Because He love us...
Although you and me don't know him..

Erm,pictures and updates..
COMING SOON....


Enjoying my Holidays! Yay!!

FREE!!! Of Charge... XD

Yay! ~!

Now I'm Free! !

Of Charge Exam! XD

Yesterday
(Wednesday and Thursday)
I ponteng-ed and went back to Sitiawan
At first we planned to go watch Terminator Salvation
MANA TAU
That Vitiamin H, didn't get to buy the ticket..
Sow....We didn't get to watch! YISH!
But then I really wanna watch
Monsters VS Aliens!
The trailer:
"We are here to DESTROY you!"
and when you reach the part
where he eats his eyeball and it grow out again~
OMG...Its so damn cute esp that BLUE monster..
It looks like me i guess~ XD

Ok,back to what I did in Sitiawan..
Oh ya, have to thanks Dalton for fetching me using his car..
fuh, it was damn SAFE when you sit his car..
Cuz,his max speed was just.....40 km/h? >.< Anyway,it was nice.. Then,since we didn't get to watch movie, SO, we went to Secret Recipe for.....My Lunch..

And.. Evryone watch me eat...
Sorry guys, I was hungry~ XD
And,we chat and chat...
Keep chatting from 3pm+ till 6pm i guess..
Fei hua and crap~
Those "cold" jokes, about school, girls, NS and etc...
"HahahHahahHahahaHAhaha..."
This is what I did..
And then....Thanks for belanja-ing me! Very paiseh leh...
Come penang! We go GENg 1~ ^.^
Then I belanja loh....

Then........End Story, back to Lemongrass Field...

THEN....TODAY

I skipped my tuition class to attend a REU Seminar in SP....
And...TAta~

Exam Inferno!

Exam Symptoms!!



It was the third week...

Now,left Bio and Add Maths...

Wish me Luck!



Everyone,

See ya during holidays!!






Miss you~
Muacks

With Love,
Shuriken Girl