What If I die tomorrow?

Today, I don't know why...
I keep on repeating this question that came out from my mind this morning..

"What If I Die Tomorrow?"

My friends were kinda frustrated because I asked and asked to get a perfect answer.
But, don't you think this is very important?
Well, I have not list down what will happened if I really die tomorrow,
but..... Actually, should have have this kind of thinking?
Am I thinking very negatively?

If not mistaken,
I think about 1 year ago,
I dreamed of me, dying.
So, I tried my very best to speak to the ones I loved.
My parents,
my grandparents,
my friends,
my siblings....
I hugged them, tell them that I really love them and I appreciated them much.
But, there are some situations that cannot be controlled,unexpected.

Some of my loved ones,
I didn't managed to contact them.
So, this makes my dream a nightmare.
A Nightmare not because I'm gonna die soon,
but is the fact that I didn't get a chance to tell him/her/them
I LOVE THEM.
I was sweating thoughout my whole dream and finally I woke up.
This dream actually make me live more positively to voice out whats in my mind
when there's still a chance.
But..... Till now, certain things and certain people.
I'm still not courageous enough.
Because I feel that certain things are meant to wait.
Don't you think so?

SO, What If I Die Tomorrow?

Will my parents be sad for losing a daughter?
A naughty and money wasting daughter.
Will my siblings be sad for losing a sister?
A not so kinda and fierce sister.
Will my friends be sad for losing a friend?
An always cheerful but sometimes sarcastic friend.
Will the man who loved me be sad for losing his loved ones?
The most special girl in the entire world.
Well, I shall say...
I love you, my mom and dad.
I love you, my sisters.
I love you, my friend.
I love you, whoever loved me.
Thanks for being in my life...

(Its not that I'm gonna die soon.. Its just a stupid questions and some stupid thinking.)