I found out,
Im becoming more and more a coward.
I am afraid.
Afraid to face my future
Afraid to do any decision.
Since I came back from PJ,my sister's place,
I finally experienced the reality that
Its never comfortable to stay alone outside.
Home is always the best place.
Recently,
I am paying some attention on the course I want to further my studies.
I wan Translation and Interpretation (Eng-Chi) course.
For I love learning and improving my language.
But as I know, Malaysia have very few schools that provides this course.
Then I have to search for Singapore or other countries for this course.
I think, Im not going anywhere too,
First,
My dad, he doesn't wants me to go anywhere out of Malaysia.
The fees are expensive, and
He'll miss me much. Haha
And secondly,
I am AFRAID!
So afraid to leave home.
Afraid to leave my family members.
Afraid to face everything alone.
So, what should I do?
God, please give me strength and courage.
I need to do something for my future.
Guide me, Lead me.
So that I can do something for You.
Im becoming more and more a coward.
I am afraid.
Afraid to face my future
Afraid to do any decision.
Since I came back from PJ,my sister's place,
I finally experienced the reality that
Its never comfortable to stay alone outside.
Home is always the best place.
Recently,
I am paying some attention on the course I want to further my studies.
I wan Translation and Interpretation (Eng-Chi) course.
For I love learning and improving my language.
But as I know, Malaysia have very few schools that provides this course.
Then I have to search for Singapore or other countries for this course.
I think, Im not going anywhere too,
First,
My dad, he doesn't wants me to go anywhere out of Malaysia.
The fees are expensive, and
He'll miss me much. Haha
And secondly,
I am AFRAID!
So afraid to leave home.
Afraid to leave my family members.
Afraid to face everything alone.
So, what should I do?
God, please give me strength and courage.
I need to do something for my future.
Guide me, Lead me.
So that I can do something for You.
When we are growing up, we will face lot of changes in our lives...we human are creatures that always move on from stage to stage...now it is ur time to go another stage, which is leaving ur home, and be INDEPENDENT...Mayb u will feel sad or unsecure when u stay outside ur home, but after u find ur secure at ur brand new life, such as going to church since church is HOME for us...so nothing to be worry about...Face it and accept it...
ReplyDeleteAbout ur future, dun worry too much, from my experience, i can tell u that God will lead u to the best way...This is a chance for u to learn independence, so jia you...XD
Thanks alot. I noe that God will lead the way, but I still have to do my part mar... But I don't know what should I do. I really duno. Pray? Wait? or do something?
ReplyDeleteI noe your feeling now...waiting for an unknown future, jz like the time i m waiting for my VISA to UK...Wat I do that time was really as same as u do, wait? pray? until I found out I dint know how to pray since I dint surrender all to God...So, now u feel anxious bcoz u hvent surrender all to God, so u hv to do it surrender all...Maybe u can focus on ur job or start a bible study if u hvent start yet...jz relax...XD
ReplyDeleteMeans do nothing la? Surrender liao...
ReplyDeleteThen read bible only la? I've been COPYING bible since a few days ago...HAHAHA xD