without you

I can't imagine my life without you.

美丽突然发生

到底 “美丽” 会不会 “突然发生”？

>.< feeling excited

your heart

It gives me a smile everytime i look at "your heart".

超人不会飞

超人也有倒下的一天

小女终于打败仗了，吐了一个晚上。

无论如何，我感谢主。（神经，这时候还感谢主？！）

真的。假如我是在昨天，前天，上个星期或是上个月病倒
就糟透了！

现在课业也赶完了，功课都交了，file 也七七八八了。。。

啊，感谢主。

Famous Youtuber to-be?

It's our first attempt of making a video, like, with shooting, lighting, dialogue, etc

Some snapshots here :

The two cute students

All the actresses

Sifu !

I went to attend piano lesson like usual today. What's different is that today I had nice long chat with my teacher. We started off with his frustrations at work and the topic slowly evolves to his experience when he was in US for his educations.

terrell heritage museum

wollongong town hall pipe organ

He said, degree was tough, like real tough. He went there with an accompaniment schorlarship. Means besides his own studies, he have to play piano accompaniment for all the voice, violin, cello etc. students. And he often have performances, recitals, choir, band etc. And at the meantime his degree covers other subjects like literature, maths, foreign language etc. oh em geeeeeeeee. Degree in piano performance is already a level 8 tough thing, what about second instrument? He took pipe organ. For your info, pipe organ is a type of organ that people use to play in the church. 2 rows of keyboard (using the hands) and also a row underneath your feet. You play like octopus lah. With piano, pipe organ, band and accompaniments practices, assignments, lectures etc etc. During his (if not mistaken) third year of degree, he had tendonitis (swelling of the tendons) on his right hand. The hand was swollen and fingers turned purple with veins obviously seen. He then undergo an operation to untangle his veins because his veins are tangled up due to his too-intense practices for 11 hours practice.

I was like mouth wide open there listening.

Okay, now I know my degree programme is like real nothing compared to his'. Seriously although I get involved in choirs,performances, assignments, band, piano exams, vocal exams, church etc, it's really nothing compared to him. He went through hell. And see how I'm doing now. Not good. Not so very good.

He then continued with his masters and phD life. He said masters was fine. Relaxed and much input. But then phD was another hell. Five times more hell than the "hell" he went through. Tough diagnogsis exam to test his ability and see if he was suitable to get into the phD programme, any single weakness detected, he have to retake the particular course with the undergraduates. And that's just the beginning. then there's courseworks, at the end, finals was really the hell's hell. He have to just go though scores (like, 30 of them) and then talk about who is the possible composers and whatever they want to know. It's like having the music dictionary stuffed into your head. Library was his second home.
But he said, only US' programmes are so dahsyat (terrifying).

I've heard many experience talks from music people around me and this is the most dahsyat one.
I know this path will not gonna be easy to me. If it's God's will... ...

ring ring

porridge cooked

it has been some time.




less than three.

most beautiful

However what I really admire for this choir symposium
is when I see couples work together in Christ.

Some, the husband plays the piano and the wife conduct the choir
some other, both husband and wife work together, serving the Lord
and some other grandpa grandma would sing songs of praises in the choir together.

That's the most beautiful image of all.

永远有多远？

多希望这就是永远

永远，永远的永远。

Once upon a time

Where is my Happily Ever After?

Sleepless night

我就只是失眠，也没什么。

我的心软。我的脆弱

人常常会软弱

偏偏我成为了自己最看不起的人

放心。没什么。我只看不起自己。

they say it's bad to sleep angry. whatever.

干嘛要让别人的情绪影响自己？！有病

why let other people's emotion influence myself? sick
because i care





i hate this feeling

weekend

princess of the day !


thank you

Feeling down down down

Its Father's Day

But i'm still in some "cold war" with him. I feel so sorry, but I do not know how to express my apology.

I just hope he can understand. 

I'm still your foolish lil girl.